Welcome to the #goodlife

I wrote this a month ago.
When I just had left Japan and started my America journey . 
 
I've been travelling around the globe for 6 years and the FIRST time I jumped on a flight is only 7 years ago. But I've never been on a flight flying from west to east over the Pacific Ocean (and actually, I've only ones before gone over the Pacific with a LA-HAWAII-SINGAPORE route). And I've never before been in the air without flight changes for 15 hours straight. And only in my wildest dream could I belive I would experience this in BUSINESS CLASS. #isthisreallife? Getting served 7 course meals, ordering freaking burgers as snacks whenever the desire hits (omg), cuddling up in 2 blankets in a laid down position watching Angry Bird and half a season of Top Model and just totally relaxing COMFORTABLE the whooooole journey, that totally blows my mind of awesomeness.
 
 
Yes it's so fucking awesome I felt a big need to take a millions of pictures. I wish I just could describe the feeling of being served multiplied courses of meals and always get the "miss Edstrom" sentence every time the staff approach me and just feel 110% like a freaking queen. But I can't describe it. And I do wish that everyone of you get the chance to do this for yourself one day in your life.
 
 
And I just need to put this in too.. That I've always said if I won a million dollars I would NOT change my life. At all. I would keep travelling the hard, challenging, budget way. I would perhaps invest some of the money, I would give some to my family, and yeah well to be honest I maybe perhaps would use some on travelling this high end way now and then just because I could. But what I really would love to do with that million dollar money is to be able to let my family see and feel this kind of lifestyle. To let them experience flying in business class, staying at amazing hotels, eat multiple course meals, see beautiful beaches, crazy cities, but mostly just to be able to FEEL that extreme luxurious feeling to be treated like kings and queens. Just a tiny bit of it. I mean, anything that's not a hostel or motel feels luxurious to me, and I've stayed at a lot of 4 star (I actually think I've done 5 stars too?!) thanks to others through the years. It's totally just wow and I feel SO blessed, lucky and thankful that I've been able and still are able to experience these kind of wow luxurious feelings now and then, and it is only because of and thanks to the AMAZING ppl that I come across on my way through life that showed me and let me feel that side of life. Because I could never been able to give it to myself. 80% of the last 2 months I couldn't have done if it wasn't because of others. It feels so surrealistic and I know I'm extremely lucky and blessed. 
 
 
Buuuut... Honestly.. If I was someone of you, looking at this from the outside, pictures of this backpacking bitch in weird situations as in business class (that btw cost more than most ppl's monthly salary.. x 2!!) eating meals for hundreds of dollars, staying at 5 star hotels, travelling the world (and I don't just mean from this trip I'm talking in just generally throug the years what been showing up on my blog) what I personally would think about this person. I mean she only "works" half the year and then become fucking rich enough to throw money around the world? Tsss yeag right that girl is bullishit. I know exactly what I would think. Exactly. And it is just one single word. The word I couldn't take away from my mind seeing a girl traveling as I do, posting the pictures as I do, and just acting the way as I do is : PROSTITUTION. Maybe I could filter it out in my head making and being nice saying that girl is an "escort", "gold digger". Prostitute sounds just so raw. Dirty. Gold digger sounds more kind of classy right?
 
 
But let me tell you what. I have never done and I do NOT sleep my way to this, I don't do this as a escort or gold digger. I don't even play any fucking games. I do nothing else than being myself. And if someone offered it to me, telling me hey they'll fly me in business class 15 hours if I just give them a simple easy blow job, I wouldn't even considering it. I wouldn't even cuddle with somebody to get something. It's not because I think it's nasty or anything  (I'm not against prostitution or gold digging, really, and I don't judge. It's just nothing I would do) it's just the way my brain works - if you ask me to do something for you I will simply just not do it. I would do it if you didn't ask, because I'm a nice girl, but since you asked I'm really not interested in doing it. I do what I personally feel for, not what you feel and think I should do. Whatever it is having sex or clean the house, it will not happen when YOU ask for it but I bet you it for sure will happen randomly and frequently when I feel for it and you let me do it before you open your mouth asking for it . Yeah I had a lot of earlier relationship problems to this mindset, haha. No actually it's not haha, it's really sad, but I can't help it. It feels wrong to me to please someone who have asked me to do it. And for the same reason I couldn't get myself to use somebody for my benefits. If I could, oh boy how my pockets would be filled with money and dollar bills from blowing business men, shaking my booty at strip clubs, getting paid for having dinner with old guys and why not get fucked in front of cameras. But I can't. Because nobody can buy me, especially not against my will.
 
 
" I was an adventurer, but she was not an adventuress. She was a 'wanderess.' Thus, she didn’t care about money, only experiences - whether they came from wealth or from poverty, it was all the same to her. "

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Postat av: PrinsessaVanessa

Älskar att läsa dina inlägg. :) En sån positiv och äventyrlig själ! Kram

2016-11-30 @ 20:43:35
URL: http://prinsessavanessa.blogspot.com
Postat av: Lisa

Måste erkänna att jag är lite besviken på att du imponeras så av lyx och att bli tilltalad "miss" av betalda uppassare. Trodde du genuint gillade the easy way of life and travelling. Jag menar yacht week är en sak men en jävla flygresa - känns som onödigt slöseri i mina öron, oavsett vems ficka pengarna kommer från. Jag blev medbjuden på business class på en europaflygning en gång och tyckte det var rent snömos - speciallounge på flygplatsen osv.

Svar: As said, jag gillar allt så länge det är en upplevelse i sig :) Jag har upplevt mer av the simple life än av "lyx" och pengar, så såklart jag imponeras av det som känns nytt och extra. Och jag är sjukt tacksam för att jag haft chansen att uppleva både lyxigare sidan av livet och det simpla och kan ha en klar åsikt igenom mina upplevelser över vilket jag föredrar. Och as I also said, money can't buy me och är inte riktigt min grej :)
pessi - SvenskFinalnds Blondaste Blogg

2016-12-01 @ 16:21:02
Postat av: Anonymous

Du förklarar fortfarande hur du har råd med all denna lyx? Enda förklaringen är ju att du blir bjuden. Att du sedan själv tycker att du inte behöver göra något du annars inte skulle gjort för det är bra, men jag tror att du också vet att många bjuder dig för att dom någon stans hoppas på att det ska gynna dom. Kanske tragiskt, men så funksr världen.

2016-12-02 @ 00:18:59
Postat av: Anonym

Roligt att du fått uppleva kontrasterna! Att få värdera , vad är vad, hur du vill ha det, vad uppskattar du i livet, lärorikt! :) Glad för att du fått jämföra de olika förhållanden! Och mycket väl beskrivet.
Kan inte låta bli att kommentera anonymous: Det finns på RIKTIGT: vänner, trivsel i gott sällskap utan för förväntningar, helt random. Det finns helt enkelt mänskor, som gillar att kunna ha möjligheter att bjuda, och bara för att de kan, gör de det! Skulle det för min del var möjligt, skulle jag också bjuda, utan förväntningar... (väntar inte heller någon gynning av den lilla bidrag,
som jag betalat till RK månatligen, gör det bara för att jag kan)

2016-12-03 @ 22:28:47
Postat av: K

Haha du stadig sjov Jess, og den sidste del er bare lol, du gør da altid hvad andre beder dig om:-)

Godt at se du har det godt.:-)

/K

2016-12-06 @ 00:41:51
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